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like a star
Just like a star across my sky
Just like an angel off the page
You have appeared to my life
Feel like I'll never be the same
Oh, I do love you
you've got this look I can't describe
You make me feel I'm alive
When everything else is so faint
Without a doubt you're on my side
for the angel in my life, this is the one song that will always remind me of you.
please listen to this while you read or really, whenever you need to be reminded someone out there loves you. because i do, always.
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to mads
i've always had a hard time writing letters. i don't think i could ever understand how people manage to say what they feel, how to make themselves understood, or how to spill your emotions onto a page and without it going illegible. it always leaves me picking at the words i write. i'm always wondering when they'll be enough. i did the same with this letter for a while too, going back and forth, writing a couple sentences before deleting and starting over. and yeah, that got old pretty quickly. i think i forgot who i was talking to. i'm talking to you for god's sake. i'm talking to my best friend, the one person who has always understood me. i think i forget that too much, just who you really are in my life. You’re the angel in my eyes, one that has shown me what a real heaven looks like. I admire you so much and even though i rarely speak a word of it, i hope you know that there is so much i continue to learn about you and from you. Even though i never stop calling you a hag, you are still wise beyond your years. You are so smart, so mature, and so patient. That’s why i ask you everything, you seem like such a grown-up sometimes. As if you needed to be any better, you are endlessly kind. I might even say you’re the kindest person i have ever met. If i could have even a fraction of your pure gold heart, i’d be rich for the rest of my life. I think that when we meet, hugging you would feel so familiar. You just provide a comfort that nobody else has, one that embraces me even though we’re miles upon miles apart. You are so special to me and i feel that you understand who i am in your own unique way. I don’t think i’ll ever meet someone like you again in my life. That’s what i mean, you are so out of this world. I’m convinced you’re from the sky because no human could ever be mads. Until you get sick of earth, i hope you’ll keep being my best friend. I hope we get to meet, i get to keep listening to you talk about youngbin, or whatever else you want to do together. I’m just lucky to celebrate your birthday with you for another year. Happy birthday mads. please make sure to eat well and have so much fun. you're My favorite 17 year old angel.
─ elyn
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